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[open] I snap awake, another day
Who: Sherlock and others
Status: Open
Where: Eltrut, Phantom Moon
What: Sherlock learns and deals with Mycroft going home
Warnings: Complicated brotherly feelings, crimes against violins
Message cannot be delivered.
Strange. Sherlock looks at his shellphone. There are no obvious signs of damage or wear. He shakes it. Nothing sounds loose. A second attempt to send the message also fails. Perhaps he could try the audio function...
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Douglas then? He'll know what is going on with Mycroft. They have already exchanged messages before.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Now, Sherlock is worried. Instead of avoiding use of his shellphone to give him deniability for any anonymous post, Sherlock instead uses his shellphone more than usual. Both of them being on a ship means that Sherlock cannot simply go over to them and visit them personally. This is all he has. Sherlock keeps trying every hour, moving around Eltrut in case that might make his messages connect better. Their boxing practice schedule hadn't changed. ]
Answer, damn you!
[ Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached. ]
Sherlock won't stay long on the ship. He's already starting to feel the rock of the ship beneath his feet. ]
Mycroft, please tell him that his deductions are wrong. That he's making too much of something. Siger Holmes, Sherlock's father, died from a heart condition when he was six years of age. Even if Mycroft's father had yet to die, a magical remedy would do him no good as he is not here. These were taken before Sherlock arrived. Two possible subjects are left and easily narrowed further.
The same anger he has often felt towards his brother back home flares up in him: for his sake and for the Sherlock Holmes he's never met, three years his junior. Mycroft had been hiding--is hiding something from Sherlock. Both of them. He truly is Mycroft Holmes.
The Holmes Brothers have two conditions to watch from their parents: madness from their mother and heart problems from their father. Mycroft's heart is ill, and he's gone before anything can be done for it. Is his Mycroft's heart currently in danger too? His Mycroft hasn't even met his Cyrus Douglas yet. Sherlock knows so little about Douglas. There are so few clues he can use to find him back in his world--
Sherlock wishes his brain would shut off. He doesn't want to think about this anymore! There's nothing but possibilities and no answers he can get while he's here! Nothing at all he can do! He grabs his violin and starts dragging the bow over the strings. It's not music. It's not practice of scales or even notes. It's just noise. Angry, screeching, painful, noise to drown out everything else in his troubled mind.
His neighbors are quick to pound on his door, threatening all manner of things if he does not stop his violin wailing or remove himself from the premises while he does so. Sherlock favors the latter and storms out. Maybe he can wear himself out emotionally and then fall asleep for an hour or two.
That is how others will find Sherlock, far enough from where he lives but still close enough to civilization where he can disturb the peace and everyone's ears with his violin. Although, come a little later and the violent cacophony falls into a mournful tune full of hopeless longing. ]
Sender ID: anonymous (Sherlock Holmes)
To: public
Subject: Dreamless sleep remedies
Warnings: references to Cthulhu things and drug use
[ It's late or early in the day. Sherlock doesn't know, doesn't care which. He lies in bed, the strange Moon Pal in his arms making him feel as if someone is doing the same to him. Bought on a whim, he finds it strangely comfortable. He's so tired. Tired physically, tired of always ending up alone, tired that he remains, despite, and to spite. Against his normal judgment, he types. ]
I am plagued with horrific dreams of eldritch terrors sleeping under the waters, an endless Abyss, impossible landscapes, and other gruesome details I hesitate to write here. These dreams have robbed me of sleep for months, dulls my greatest asset. I have reached, no, surpassed my limit.
There must be remedies which do not require me to be regularly drugged into a stupor and held captive until the effects wear, only to fall victim to them again the next night. Or is that my unfortunate future?
aviekokyre, or on Discord @ aviekokyre and we can plot something out. ]
Status: Open
Where: Eltrut, Phantom Moon
What: Sherlock learns and deals with Mycroft going home
Warnings: Complicated brotherly feelings, crimes against violins
By the way, Sherlock (Eltrut - various)
[ The plan had been simple. When the anonymous post exposing the bodies in the Ethereal Emberbloom fields is published, Sherlock would be seen in public, around other Paladins, not using his shellphone. He knows a few Paladins who may not mind his presence for a while as long as he's quiet. But his first thought goes to Mycroft because maybe they could work together on something like actual brothers. Sherlock expects a lecture for endangering himself, but Mycroft would be interested in exposing the truth. He has to be. Sherlock sends a quick message asking to meet.Message cannot be delivered.
Strange. Sherlock looks at his shellphone. There are no obvious signs of damage or wear. He shakes it. Nothing sounds loose. A second attempt to send the message also fails. Perhaps he could try the audio function...
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Douglas then? He'll know what is going on with Mycroft. They have already exchanged messages before.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Now, Sherlock is worried. Instead of avoiding use of his shellphone to give him deniability for any anonymous post, Sherlock instead uses his shellphone more than usual. Both of them being on a ship means that Sherlock cannot simply go over to them and visit them personally. This is all he has. Sherlock keeps trying every hour, moving around Eltrut in case that might make his messages connect better. Their boxing practice schedule hadn't changed. ]
Answer, damn you!
[ Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached. ]
I have had something (Phantom Moon)
[ Mycroft is gone. Douglas is gone too. Sherlock hadn't expected the invite from Captain Dongfang of the Phantom Moon to pick up Mycroft's things. (Of course Mycroft had planned for some outcome like this.) Now, Sherlock is here. He stands among many notebooks and other small pieces of the life Mycroft had built upon the ship, in this world. His expression is hardened. He observes the room as if it was a crime scene.Sherlock won't stay long on the ship. He's already starting to feel the rock of the ship beneath his feet. ]
Quite after your own heart (Eltrut - near residential area)
[ They never had much chance to speak more of their parents. Sherlock didn't know how to approach the subject to learn how much was the same between them and how much differed. He blamed his Mycroft for that. The topic was not to be discussed. Now looking through Mycroft's notebooks, Sherlock sees an alarming pattern and wishes they had.Mycroft, please tell him that his deductions are wrong. That he's making too much of something. Siger Holmes, Sherlock's father, died from a heart condition when he was six years of age. Even if Mycroft's father had yet to die, a magical remedy would do him no good as he is not here. These were taken before Sherlock arrived. Two possible subjects are left and easily narrowed further.
The same anger he has often felt towards his brother back home flares up in him: for his sake and for the Sherlock Holmes he's never met, three years his junior. Mycroft had been hiding--is hiding something from Sherlock. Both of them. He truly is Mycroft Holmes.
The Holmes Brothers have two conditions to watch from their parents: madness from their mother and heart problems from their father. Mycroft's heart is ill, and he's gone before anything can be done for it. Is his Mycroft's heart currently in danger too? His Mycroft hasn't even met his Cyrus Douglas yet. Sherlock knows so little about Douglas. There are so few clues he can use to find him back in his world--
Sherlock wishes his brain would shut off. He doesn't want to think about this anymore! There's nothing but possibilities and no answers he can get while he's here! Nothing at all he can do! He grabs his violin and starts dragging the bow over the strings. It's not music. It's not practice of scales or even notes. It's just noise. Angry, screeching, painful, noise to drown out everything else in his troubled mind.
His neighbors are quick to pound on his door, threatening all manner of things if he does not stop his violin wailing or remove himself from the premises while he does so. Sherlock favors the latter and storms out. Maybe he can wear himself out emotionally and then fall asleep for an hour or two.
That is how others will find Sherlock, far enough from where he lives but still close enough to civilization where he can disturb the peace and everyone's ears with his violin. Although, come a little later and the violent cacophony falls into a mournful tune full of hopeless longing. ]
A most singular problem (shellphone)
Type: TextSender ID: anonymous (Sherlock Holmes)
To: public
Subject: Dreamless sleep remedies
Warnings: references to Cthulhu things and drug use
[ It's late or early in the day. Sherlock doesn't know, doesn't care which. He lies in bed, the strange Moon Pal in his arms making him feel as if someone is doing the same to him. Bought on a whim, he finds it strangely comfortable. He's so tired. Tired physically, tired of always ending up alone, tired that he remains, despite, and to spite. Against his normal judgment, he types. ]
I am plagued with horrific dreams of eldritch terrors sleeping under the waters, an endless Abyss, impossible landscapes, and other gruesome details I hesitate to write here. These dreams have robbed me of sleep for months, dulls my greatest asset. I have reached, no, surpassed my limit.
There must be remedies which do not require me to be regularly drugged into a stupor and held captive until the effects wear, only to fall victim to them again the next night. Or is that my unfortunate future?
no subject
All those similarities matched only by the differences, jarring, clashing like streaks of colour mixed into paint. Like fine cracks in your favourite porcelain.
--And in the end, all those differences are too painful to reconcile and you reject the person they claim to be.
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We believed each other eventually, and I continued to uncover differences as I tried to understand this, that Mycroft. And then he left. As he always does.
[ With a secret that his Sherlock doesn't know and should. He twirls the bow in his hand, just to give his fingers something to do when he's not playing his violin. ]
Who appeared for you?
no subject
Not here but my own world. An...old acquaintance, shall we say. One who appears every now and then in different forms yet with no recollection of who I am. The last time we met, they killed me.
[ You know, as you do. ]
no subject
That would be a worse way to depart such company.
[ Mycroft never wanted to inflict that kind of violence against him at least. Not even his Mycroft never did in his worst moods when Sherlock had tried his patience to breaking. He says that although.... Sherlock shakes his head and looks off into the distance. No, he supposes he can never be fully sure. ]
had a sudden idea
Hah! Yes, it is quite a terrible way indeed. But I won't diminish your loss by comparing them. You clearly cared for this other brother of yours if that mournful dirge is anything to go by.
[ After a pensive glance at the other man's violin, he holds out his hand. ]
If I may?
=O
Hm?
[ His eyes dart to the hand and back to the violin. Sherlock gives both the violin and bow out to him. ]
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Satisfied, he turns it around and starts to trace something in the air over the back with his finger. Whatever it is, it's hidden from Sherlock's view. It doesn't take long and Emet-Selch soon puts the violin to his shoulder. He draws the bow across the strings a few times to familiarise himself with its tuning. Then closes his eyes...and plays.
It's a mournful tune as well. He only plays for slightly over two minutes but the refrain he wrings out of the strings seems to conjure faint, indistinct images around him. Skies burning. Buildings crashing down. The flickering silhouettes of hooded people as they flee something terrible. The death of a city. The death of a star.
The final note is drawn out, high and desperately sweet, before falling into deafening silence. The images fade. ]
no subject
[ Sherlock listens in rapt silence as the man plays. He's not sure what he's trying to convey to him or if this is just another example of playing emotions left unsaid.
At the end of the mini performance, Sherlock's main thought is that he's glad his playing does not conjure actual images to appear. He could not bear it. It would be too close to another ache in his heart, of the one who brought music into his life before he himself had to learn the craft and fill the silence from his absence.
He doesn't know what to say, so he gives a firm nod to suggest some kind of understanding. ]
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[ Emet-Selch huffs, having expected at least some polite applause. Well, it's fine. He was mostly testing the spell. ]
Why don't you try playing again yourself? It should echo whatever memories you have associated with your music, whether it's to relive your own joys or allow others to share your sorrows.
[ Although if Sherlock doesn't like that, Emet-Selch can remove it. ]
no subject
[ Were Sherlock in a better mindset, not on the edge of one of his black moods, Emet-Selch would have gotten applause. Sherlock does enjoy music, the only art he claims is able to move him. However, he's in the grasp of mourning he tries to deny. It doesn't leave much room for expressing appreciation. ]
I don't have any magic.
[ Sherlock turns the instrument over in his hands. There doesn't seem to be anything different that he sees, but something feels different, which confuses him. (He doesn't realize that his mental defenses have been broken open to where he's starting to perceive things he should not as a mortal human. He doesn't understand what he perceives either.) However, Sherlock picks up violin and bow and plays a mournful tune.
His mind is too full of loss and being left alone, and that fuels whatever magic has been cast. Five men and one woman appear. The departed Mycroft is easiest to spot, but beside him is a man with dark hair and a stern look: Sherlock's Mycroft. There is an older man and woman who bear a strong resemblance to Sherlock and his brother: their parents Siger and Violet Holmes. Then there are two young men who appear to share the same face though one has a mustache and fuller hair upon his head while the other has a mischievous and playful air about him: John Watson and Jon.
When Sherlock sees them, the music abruptly ends with a screech. He stares wide-eyed at their fading images. ]
What--
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As I said: I placed a spell on your instrument so that it will echo the memories you hold in your mind whilst you play. I thought it might help you come to terms with your loss.
[ Or deepen it. But grief is something very personal, so who is he to dictate their recovery? ]
If you grow to dislike it, I can remove it at any time.
sobs, I loved the idea even if Sherlock doesn't
[ Even Sherlock is surprised at how quickly he comes to that conclusion. Perhaps he'd be more welcoming of the spell if he didn't have detachments from reality in the past. He's seen and heard people who weren't there and had memories changed by trauma and his own mental defenses. Now something he used to fill up the silence creates images?
No, no, it doesn't matter if others can also see it. He needs to be sure of what's real and what's in his mind. That is just an illusion, false images of people are not here, and in the case of many of them, will never be a part of his life ever again.
He doesn't need to muddle his perception of reality further. ]
haha all good, Sherlock was not obliged to keep the spell
There, 'tis undone. My apologies if I gave offence.
[ His tone is uncharacteristically gentle now. ]
Trauma does things to a person
Only then does Sherlock speak again. ]
No offense is taken but refrain from casting a spell on any of my possessions in the future.
woop sorry crawling out of new MMO expac hell
[ No person mourns their loved ones in quite the same way. A lesson that should be well ingrained in him by now, but he hadn't been able to help himself here. ]
I'll leave you be then. Don't worry about having to remove this spell around you - it will fade when you leave.
Meanwhile I've been having trouble stringing words together, so it's all good
Sherlock nods again. He'll say this since he doubts the people shielded from late night violin playing will do so. ]
Thank you.
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If they're shipmates then they're sure to meet again soon. ]
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He watches him go. After another moment, Sherlock begins to play his violin again. This time, the images stay firmly within his head. ]