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[open] I snap awake, another day
Who: Sherlock and others
Status: Open
Where: Eltrut, Phantom Moon
What: Sherlock learns and deals with Mycroft going home
Warnings: Complicated brotherly feelings, crimes against violins
Message cannot be delivered.
Strange. Sherlock looks at his shellphone. There are no obvious signs of damage or wear. He shakes it. Nothing sounds loose. A second attempt to send the message also fails. Perhaps he could try the audio function...
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Douglas then? He'll know what is going on with Mycroft. They have already exchanged messages before.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Now, Sherlock is worried. Instead of avoiding use of his shellphone to give him deniability for any anonymous post, Sherlock instead uses his shellphone more than usual. Both of them being on a ship means that Sherlock cannot simply go over to them and visit them personally. This is all he has. Sherlock keeps trying every hour, moving around Eltrut in case that might make his messages connect better. Their boxing practice schedule hadn't changed. ]
Answer, damn you!
[ Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached. ]
Sherlock won't stay long on the ship. He's already starting to feel the rock of the ship beneath his feet. ]
Mycroft, please tell him that his deductions are wrong. That he's making too much of something. Siger Holmes, Sherlock's father, died from a heart condition when he was six years of age. Even if Mycroft's father had yet to die, a magical remedy would do him no good as he is not here. These were taken before Sherlock arrived. Two possible subjects are left and easily narrowed further.
The same anger he has often felt towards his brother back home flares up in him: for his sake and for the Sherlock Holmes he's never met, three years his junior. Mycroft had been hiding--is hiding something from Sherlock. Both of them. He truly is Mycroft Holmes.
The Holmes Brothers have two conditions to watch from their parents: madness from their mother and heart problems from their father. Mycroft's heart is ill, and he's gone before anything can be done for it. Is his Mycroft's heart currently in danger too? His Mycroft hasn't even met his Cyrus Douglas yet. Sherlock knows so little about Douglas. There are so few clues he can use to find him back in his world--
Sherlock wishes his brain would shut off. He doesn't want to think about this anymore! There's nothing but possibilities and no answers he can get while he's here! Nothing at all he can do! He grabs his violin and starts dragging the bow over the strings. It's not music. It's not practice of scales or even notes. It's just noise. Angry, screeching, painful, noise to drown out everything else in his troubled mind.
His neighbors are quick to pound on his door, threatening all manner of things if he does not stop his violin wailing or remove himself from the premises while he does so. Sherlock favors the latter and storms out. Maybe he can wear himself out emotionally and then fall asleep for an hour or two.
That is how others will find Sherlock, far enough from where he lives but still close enough to civilization where he can disturb the peace and everyone's ears with his violin. Although, come a little later and the violent cacophony falls into a mournful tune full of hopeless longing. ]
Sender ID: anonymous (Sherlock Holmes)
To: public
Subject: Dreamless sleep remedies
Warnings: references to Cthulhu things and drug use
[ It's late or early in the day. Sherlock doesn't know, doesn't care which. He lies in bed, the strange Moon Pal in his arms making him feel as if someone is doing the same to him. Bought on a whim, he finds it strangely comfortable. He's so tired. Tired physically, tired of always ending up alone, tired that he remains, despite, and to spite. Against his normal judgment, he types. ]
I am plagued with horrific dreams of eldritch terrors sleeping under the waters, an endless Abyss, impossible landscapes, and other gruesome details I hesitate to write here. These dreams have robbed me of sleep for months, dulls my greatest asset. I have reached, no, surpassed my limit.
There must be remedies which do not require me to be regularly drugged into a stupor and held captive until the effects wear, only to fall victim to them again the next night. Or is that my unfortunate future?
aviekokyre, or on Discord @ aviekokyre and we can plot something out. ]
Status: Open
Where: Eltrut, Phantom Moon
What: Sherlock learns and deals with Mycroft going home
Warnings: Complicated brotherly feelings, crimes against violins
By the way, Sherlock (Eltrut - various)
[ The plan had been simple. When the anonymous post exposing the bodies in the Ethereal Emberbloom fields is published, Sherlock would be seen in public, around other Paladins, not using his shellphone. He knows a few Paladins who may not mind his presence for a while as long as he's quiet. But his first thought goes to Mycroft because maybe they could work together on something like actual brothers. Sherlock expects a lecture for endangering himself, but Mycroft would be interested in exposing the truth. He has to be. Sherlock sends a quick message asking to meet.Message cannot be delivered.
Strange. Sherlock looks at his shellphone. There are no obvious signs of damage or wear. He shakes it. Nothing sounds loose. A second attempt to send the message also fails. Perhaps he could try the audio function...
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Douglas then? He'll know what is going on with Mycroft. They have already exchanged messages before.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Now, Sherlock is worried. Instead of avoiding use of his shellphone to give him deniability for any anonymous post, Sherlock instead uses his shellphone more than usual. Both of them being on a ship means that Sherlock cannot simply go over to them and visit them personally. This is all he has. Sherlock keeps trying every hour, moving around Eltrut in case that might make his messages connect better. Their boxing practice schedule hadn't changed. ]
Answer, damn you!
[ Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached.
Message cannot be delivered.
The user you have tried to call cannot be reached. ]
I have had something (Phantom Moon)
[ Mycroft is gone. Douglas is gone too. Sherlock hadn't expected the invite from Captain Dongfang of the Phantom Moon to pick up Mycroft's things. (Of course Mycroft had planned for some outcome like this.) Now, Sherlock is here. He stands among many notebooks and other small pieces of the life Mycroft had built upon the ship, in this world. His expression is hardened. He observes the room as if it was a crime scene.Sherlock won't stay long on the ship. He's already starting to feel the rock of the ship beneath his feet. ]
Quite after your own heart (Eltrut - near residential area)
[ They never had much chance to speak more of their parents. Sherlock didn't know how to approach the subject to learn how much was the same between them and how much differed. He blamed his Mycroft for that. The topic was not to be discussed. Now looking through Mycroft's notebooks, Sherlock sees an alarming pattern and wishes they had.Mycroft, please tell him that his deductions are wrong. That he's making too much of something. Siger Holmes, Sherlock's father, died from a heart condition when he was six years of age. Even if Mycroft's father had yet to die, a magical remedy would do him no good as he is not here. These were taken before Sherlock arrived. Two possible subjects are left and easily narrowed further.
The same anger he has often felt towards his brother back home flares up in him: for his sake and for the Sherlock Holmes he's never met, three years his junior. Mycroft had been hiding--is hiding something from Sherlock. Both of them. He truly is Mycroft Holmes.
The Holmes Brothers have two conditions to watch from their parents: madness from their mother and heart problems from their father. Mycroft's heart is ill, and he's gone before anything can be done for it. Is his Mycroft's heart currently in danger too? His Mycroft hasn't even met his Cyrus Douglas yet. Sherlock knows so little about Douglas. There are so few clues he can use to find him back in his world--
Sherlock wishes his brain would shut off. He doesn't want to think about this anymore! There's nothing but possibilities and no answers he can get while he's here! Nothing at all he can do! He grabs his violin and starts dragging the bow over the strings. It's not music. It's not practice of scales or even notes. It's just noise. Angry, screeching, painful, noise to drown out everything else in his troubled mind.
His neighbors are quick to pound on his door, threatening all manner of things if he does not stop his violin wailing or remove himself from the premises while he does so. Sherlock favors the latter and storms out. Maybe he can wear himself out emotionally and then fall asleep for an hour or two.
That is how others will find Sherlock, far enough from where he lives but still close enough to civilization where he can disturb the peace and everyone's ears with his violin. Although, come a little later and the violent cacophony falls into a mournful tune full of hopeless longing. ]
A most singular problem (shellphone)
Type: TextSender ID: anonymous (Sherlock Holmes)
To: public
Subject: Dreamless sleep remedies
Warnings: references to Cthulhu things and drug use
[ It's late or early in the day. Sherlock doesn't know, doesn't care which. He lies in bed, the strange Moon Pal in his arms making him feel as if someone is doing the same to him. Bought on a whim, he finds it strangely comfortable. He's so tired. Tired physically, tired of always ending up alone, tired that he remains, despite, and to spite. Against his normal judgment, he types. ]
I am plagued with horrific dreams of eldritch terrors sleeping under the waters, an endless Abyss, impossible landscapes, and other gruesome details I hesitate to write here. These dreams have robbed me of sleep for months, dulls my greatest asset. I have reached, no, surpassed my limit.
There must be remedies which do not require me to be regularly drugged into a stupor and held captive until the effects wear, only to fall victim to them again the next night. Or is that my unfortunate future?
I have had something (Phantom Moon)
He stood at the door, arms crossed as Sherlock takes it in. The small life Mycroft had begun to build among them.]
His request was that should anything happen, everything that was his, would go to you.
[Mortals made plans for their deaths. Daqiang had not intended to allow any of his people to die. But being removed from this world, in the same way the rifts had brought them, was not a death. Not something Daqiang had prepared for. He was feeling... something uncomfortable... about it.]
You will find all his papers, his clothes, and his ring of returning... somewhere... This venerable one is uncertain of where it currently is. But likely in this room.
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I imagine that Mycroft would have left a puzzle for me to solve had he been able to. However, since their... return appears instantaneous, everything should be in place for his daily use.
[ And unlike the younger Holmes brother, Mycroft keeps his things neatly in order. Sherlock moves over to where Mycroft would have kept his clothing. Sherlock rifles around in a pocket and pulls out the ring. ]
Not in plain view but easily retrieved in an emergency.
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However, Mycroft had been well-liked by the general crew, the sailors that kept the ship going while the rest of the riftfarers focused on their exploration, experiments, and research.]
He was studying magic. Not how to use it. How it functioned. To better understand it's effects in this world because his did not have magic outside of storybooks.
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At Dongfang's words, Sherlock breaks out of his own thoughts and the rush of details flying around in his mind. The reason for Mycroft's research does sound like something he'd do. Although, Sherlock's world was supposed to lack magic, and yet... what Sherlock had seen.... He hopes that for the sake of Mycroft and his Sherlock that there is no magic the likes he experienced. ]
Did he tell you how I am his brother?
[ That they are both brothers and not? ]
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No. He did not volunteer much of himself in the way of his family. Not to this venerable one.
[He may have done so with others on the crew. Daqiang did not know.]
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un; menaceunleashed
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[ We can't all be eldritch evil and the reason people have nightmares in the first place. ]
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If nothing else, you recognize they are dreams. Unless you believe they are visions of things yet to pass, there is little concern you should give to them.
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However, if he's to do something about this, he knows he has to... to let the madness show. At least under the guise on anonymity. ]
It is easier to call them nightmares, but I fear they are much more than that.
[ The Abyss calls for him. ]
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Quite after your own heart
At least she had an umbrella.
That was around the time she heard wild playing that shook her awake from her thoughts as she found herself strolling down the residential area, seemingly drawn to the noise of a lone violin player she caught in the distance. There weren't too many about, maybe a few harmless stragglers. Walking closer, she noticed who it was.
It was him. Oh god.
She was close enough into vision now, her black umbrella and the dark night not shielding her identity all the way. But she turned a little pink when she caught herself listening to the somber tunes for a bit.]
S-sorry, I didn't mean to loiter around.
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Sherlock stops when someone addresses him, a long pull of the bow to end his playing. He blinks off the water droplets which had collected on his lashes and looks up. Ah. It's raining. When had that started? He turns to the voice. ]
It is of no matter. I am playing in a public location, and I have no authority or reason to demand people not to listen.
[ He then recognizes her from their short attempts at talking to the turtle eggs. (No doubt they had been relieved of their task after the older turtles feared they'd incite the unhatched babies into a revolution.) ]
Miss Morgendorffer, was it?
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[She knew a troubled artist when she saw it. It wasn’t like she knew Sherlock very well, but there was always something only misfit intellectuals understood between each other.
Odd behavior usually speaks to internal damage, and it shows itself into some form of external expression. Ones that don’t include talking about them.
So Daria just understood.
Daria leaned over and covered Sherlock with her umbrella, he won’t get more wet now at least.]
So keep playing.
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He looks up at the umbrella shielding him from the rain. ]
... You don't need to do this. I'm fine.
[ No, he's not, but Sherlock also doesn't understand why Morgendorffer would do this for him, a stranger. ]
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shellphone / un: airdnd
I have heard that writing them down in detail helps one process and find patterns over time. You've already done some of that in this posting, but perhaps with repetition in a journal or some such it would help. It's no instant remedy, I'm afraid, but still.
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However, I only write factually, objectively, and this repeated suggestion has me wondering if there is a process I have neglected.
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I also wonder if these are a recent development for you, or if something might have happened to begin giving you such terrors?
I'm no mind's doctor, however, and a stranger besides, so please take my advice and questions as you see fit.
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I am no fanciful writer, but I've exhausted many other options that there is little harm in an attempt.
These dreams started back in my world and have remained with me since. Recent, in the whole of my life.
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Quite after your own heart
The tune is mournful. A far cry from the supposed discordance that the nearby residents were complaining about. He lingers in the shadows for a little while to listen, eyes closed, listening to the mournful tune.
Eventually, after letting the man have a decent amount of time to himself, he steps out of hiding. ]
I hear you lost someone.
[ Or so he gathers from the small commotion involved in having Mycroft's possessions gathered earlier on the ship, et cetera. ]
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What is truly different is someone directly addressing him and expecting a reply. ]
How can I lose someone I never had in the first place?
[ There is some irony in Sherlock starting to consider Mycroft as a brother (not his Mycroft but still his older brother) only for it to not matter. ]
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I'm the last person to be commenting on the relationships of others, but... You do have my condolences.
[ He glances upwards. Snaps his fingers. Though there is no visible change, sound coming from beyond a certain distance seems slightly muffled. ]
I've put up a barrier. That should stave off your sound complaints for a time.
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[ It's mostly Sherlock being dramatic in his grief instead of a strained relationship. That is reserved for his own Mycroft, the one that is his.
He looks around when the sound suddenly dampens. He's alarmed for a moment until Emet-Selch explains. ]
You are full of useful tricks.
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had a sudden idea
=O
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sobs, I loved the idea even if Sherlock doesn't
haha all good, Sherlock was not obliged to keep the spell
Trauma does things to a person
woop sorry crawling out of new MMO expac hell
Meanwhile I've been having trouble stringing words together, so it's all good
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UN 🖕nunya🖕
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At least that is confirmation that something does exist.
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Should the worst happen, that may be a solution next year.
[ Assuming Sherlock can survive that long as he is. ]
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