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[Open] Jan MANTA quests
Who: rem & you
Status: Open
Where: around
What: MANTA Quests
Warnings: none so far
Frost-Kissed Blossoms General/OTA
Price of Freedom CW: human trafficking
Bounty: Undead Mermaids CW: blood, undead vampire-mermaids, fighting
Dreams Submerged in Drowning Shadow/Volcano
Bounty: Lore Accurate Jellyfish; get in loser we're going fishing (General/OTA)
Dragon Heated CW: possibly NSFW thoughts
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Status: Open
Where: around
What: MANTA Quests
Warnings: none so far
Frost-Kissed Blossoms General/OTA
[ The things she's found herself doing for money. No, wait. For love. Because that's what this is about! Finding the flower for those lonely people whose hearts are full of hope for finding a partner! ]
It's romantic, it is~! [ A soft, happy sigh, and she brings a mitten-covered hand to a cheek, which is as rosy as her nose in this frigid air. Rem is not unfamiliar with trekking through dangerous, icey landscapes-- quite the opposite, as the final days of the war were on the foreign, frigid ground of the Empire. That doesn't make it less unpleasant, though, as the winter storm appears to be gradually turning into a squall. This very same crescendo of sleet and snow is something she appears to blissfully ignore for the moment (or maybe, intentionally seek, because there's something about these flowers being more beautiful during storms, right?). Nevertheless, through chattering teeth and over howling wind, she speaks cheerily to whomever has decided to join her. Hopefully, you're appropriately bundled up! ] Offer a rare winter flower to your loved one!
[ As for the whole "love charm" thing about it? She doesn't believe it's real. No doubt, it's more about the journey, the tradition of giving something rare and precious to someone hopeful to win another's affection! Seeing as not everyone on the leviathans are equipped to brave the snow, Rem is glad to take up this quest for any and all locals who wish to acquire a flower. There is no price too low that she won't agree upon to take up this task. It means that there will be bountiful amounts of adoration, affection, and love this month, and who wouldn't want to help others out with that? ] Oh! Oh, we should gather as many as we can, we should. No heart should be alone.
[ Helping others find love is a very important, very noble cause that completely justifies the risk of being frozen, frostbitten, and turned into human popsicles. Okay? Okay. Hopefully, they make it to the field and back before things get worse or if not, there is a cabin somewhere to take refuge in later. ]
Price of Freedom CW: human trafficking
...There it is. [ It's you, Rem, and the two of you are on the outside of a schooner's stern, hanging onto ropes that you've both hooked over the back railing. Through one of the windows is a room with a chest in it, dazzling, silken fabric spilling out of its contents. Even through the thick pane of the glass, it's far more luxurious and expensive than any material she's ever seen shimmering as if it's been woven from the swirls of sparks and the shimmers of crystals. Odd, really. Why would anyone dare steal from a corsair in the first place? Especially a rich and powerful one with even more corsairs at his disposal. Rem wouldn't dare test stirring the elites of Nogard like that.
Pushing her thoughts aside, she carefully tests the handle of the window. On a ship as old as this one, it's rusted through, making it easy to jostle to break the lock and open outward. It's more noise than she'd want, and so with a nod in your direction, she slips inside the chamber first. It might have been an easy heist of the fabric if not for how the door inside the ship opens right at the same moment, a woman clad in the same gorgeous material enters, and Rem accidentally knocks right into her, knocking her to the ground.
"Please-- no. I'm not going back, take... take everything else, please!"
A panicked, stricken plea erupts from the woman, yet despite her protest, her voice is fearful enough to be reduced to a mere, cowering whisper. The woman has barely enough fight in her as it is, yet she struggles against the one who's crashed into her with blistered, scarred hands grabbing for anything to use against the corsair.
In the commotion, Rem's head snaps up. Surprise, sudden understanding, then disgust crosses her expression in quick succession. ]
...What...?
[ OOC: if you're a paladin, Rem can run into you as the seamstress' guard. ]
Bounty: Undead Mermaids CW: blood, undead vampire-mermaids, fighting
[ Starlight ripples over the waves like candles beneath black silk, refracting enough light for sailors or the late beach-strollers alike to make out shillouetes of rocks, trees, piers, or other people, but not enough to reveal details beyond shadows. Those who venture upon the shores of Nogard or Eltrut far past midnight may find themselves in the presence of unwanted company, a company whose presence is known only by way of song. A melody carries over the shore, slow and soft and as solemn as a lullaby sung to one already dead. The words-- for indeed, there are words-- are nonsensical, melting into an abstract hymn, diction almost but never quite right, pitch never resolving...
And then the voice stops.
Walk a few more paces around the crest of the cove, and you will see a hooded figure standing at the shore. Should you have a torch, you may see how the figure's cloak is red... and that there is nothing at her feet, no corpse of a siren, no other creature, but a pool of blood, perhaps some blanched coral on the nearby tidepool. There, she stands silently, hand to her chest as a wave comes and laps over her boots, washing the fine spray of red, warm iron from them and the sandy shore.
She coughs once into her hand, noticing you. ] Who...? Ah-- [ A worried look crosses her expression as she greets you, and she quickly takes down her hood, gesturing to her ear to show the soft, cotton plugs she's placed in them. While they don't eliminate all noise, they've proven useful. ] It's dangerous here, it is. There are [ What are they called again? ] sirens. You might need to cover your ears.
Dreams Submerged in Drowning Shadow/Volcano
[ What a terrible one it is. Besides the nightmares that may plague a victim, the curse leaves many with little time and even less energy due to lack of sleep. Starting their search up the volcano is imperative. ]
When we were allowed access to the archives, I read that there were other relics like the tombstone from that one ship. Maybe this curse is caused by another relic...? If so, we're looking for something with a script similar to this on it. [ She'll show a picture on her device of the tombstone's mysterious, obscure markings on it. It's illegible, but the handwriting is unique enough to be distinct from other scripts. ]
[ Fortunately, even if they don't find a relic than can help, there's something that can help mitigate the curse. Smelling salts-- which they might be able to find in the sulfur fields. ]
Bounty: Lore Accurate Jellyfish; get in loser we're going fishing (General/OTA)
Okay, but... [ You're on Rem's brand new ~small yacht~. Not to worry, you also have some rented fishing equipment on board. Maybe some snacks, because there's no such thing as a fishing trip ] If jellyfish can also "hear" in some strange way [ They would have to, wouldn't it? Because it apparently can also sing, and typically one sings "angelically" when they also have excellent hearing and tone. ] and we use this [ What does she pull out from a satchel but a violin she had received from the Fey Fighters quest the previous month. ] ...we can make it fall asleep.
It'll have to surface then, won't it?
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[ There is the potion. There is you. And there is her.
When she had been alive, there had been no shortage of the good faculty doctor conducting his experiments and assessments on Class 0. But this is. Hm. The healer said it would be fine. And they are a healer, and she's trying to stay on any healer's good side. (Also there's the sequel to the book, soooo.) ]
...Uhm.... [ She fidgets in her chair. ] ...You first?
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[ Despite her overtures, it takes several days before Emet-Selch feels ready to bear even a mention of what they'd last discussed. And even it's more coincidence than anything that has Rem walking in whilst the Ascian is getting himself pleasantly (or unpleasantly) drunk on wine. The conciliatory snacks had been appreciated - they'd disappeared from in front of his door, she would have noticed. But the trauma of some ten thousand years isn't so easily put aside.
He doesn't notice her enter the dining room. He currently has his head propped up by one arm as the other hand keeps his glass from falling over as the ship rocks from side to side. ]
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Rather, it's his posture, the slope of his shoulders as he sits, slight but significant on him, that strikes her as... exhaustion, perhaps. She's not entirely sure, but it's different. It reminds her of the way he had walked away after he had his portrait painted. (It reminds her how the interaction had also weighed on her mind, too.)
If he's not paying attention, then he may not notice her until a second, empty glass is slid in front of him, and she's taking the seat opposite of him. Rem gives him a gentle smile. ]
Mind if I join you?
[ She knows that when a soldier has no one else to talk to, a bottle becomes their confidant. But, she thinks, soldier or not, perhaps this one needn't be alone. ]
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Do as you like. 'Tis a communal area after all.
[ He takes a draught from the glass in his hand and then goes back to staring at the table. ]
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It's difficult to respond, she realizes, when she doesn't know all that much about the man. He's someone quite ancient, once a leader of... some kind, with a past in which he had sparsely expressed both frustration and regret. He can send the souls of the dead on. Now, he's in a body that is new, with a face that only happens to resemble the one of his past.
And she wonders if anyone else has the same fate, or if he's been alone in his world the entire time, with none other of his past with whom to confide. Being so long-lived must be isolating. ]
Rough day, mm? Or just missing someone? [ She guesses softly, offering a sympathetic smile that lasts no longer than a flicker of a second. Rem's fingers spin the base of her glass once.]
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Not a single day goes by that I don't, [ he spits out morosely. ] What do you want, girl? Surely not to rub salt in my wounds.
[ No, she's too kind to do that. It's the only reason he isn't reacting more harshly to her question. Someone cruel wouldn't leave tea and cookies and a heartfelt note of apology. ]
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She debates, interally, on how to specifically answer, and then settles with this: ] I was worried about you.
[ A pause. ]
Haven't you... ever had someone check in on you?
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I am the last of my people. If someone told you they were an immortal being of a people which no longer exists and of whom no evidence or record remains, would you believe them? Or would you label them mad?
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She believes him, of course. Which turns his question into a confirmation: he is, essentially, alone. ]
I believe you, for what it's worth. [ Rem replies after a few moments of silence, keeping her tone gentle. While she understands loneliness and isolation, she cannot fathom being alone or years on end, let alone multiple lifetimes. It would be harrowing. ]
And... I want to listen. [ Her head bows, looking at her hands, folded together on her lap. ] To know about you and these people who no longer are because...
[ Because after all this time alone, he-- ] You shouldn't have to be alone.
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'Tis a long story, [ he says tersely. ] A very long story. If you need sustenance, you should get it before I begin.
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Listening is the easy part, isn't it?
[ She asks, her voice light. A smile forms, then fades. Whatever is weighing on him... divulging that would be much more difficult, she imagines, but there is also no doubt in his mind that he needs to. Or that he has been alone in his years long enough.
Rem's fingers go to the stem of the glass. ] ...I ready. If you are, too.
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...I come from a star called Etheirys, named for its abundance of aether. Aether is the basis of all life upon it and my people were possessed of the ability to shape it with but a single thought to create almost anything we desired. With this power to freely shape the world as we saw fit, we took it upon ourselves to become caretakers for the star. We spent our nigh endless lives working towards bettering it or our community, shaping creatures to roam upon the surface or engaging in art and rhetoric. Conflict was an abstract concept as we wanted for nothing and thus were spared petty jealousies or hatred.
Emet-Selch is not my name; it is one of fourteen titles, with the title of Emet-Selch conferred upon one who possess the keenest soulsight of their time. Those who accept it become overseers of the aetherial realm. Altogether these individuals are known as the Convocation of Fourteen and they oversee society through their respective fields of expertise.
[ A pause. He mumbles grouchily: ] I was not the first choice for my seat...
[ Shaking his head, he continues-- ]
Our idyllic era came to an end over twelve thousand years ago, as I said. A calamity of unknown origin - unknown to us at the time - began to consume the star. It stirred people's hearts and minds to senseless panic, causing them to create horrendous beasts. Though we captured and studied the creatures, we discerned nothing of use. All we knew was that they manifested in areas where the heavens' aetherial currents were weakest. But before we could act upon our findings, the calamity reached the shores of our capital.
[ His voice tightens. ] The skies turned red. Fire rained down from the skies. Every breath taken of the stagnant air made one choke and the seas became as boiling blood. Those who weren't consumed by their own nightmarish creations fell into the chasms rent through the earth.
We knew the 'how' but not the 'why' and time was fast running out. In desperation, we devised a means to strengthen the aetherial currents: by creating a godlike entity possessed of the power to hold the calamity at bay. It required the sacrifice of half our surviving people-- [ his voice hitches slightly; he takes a draught of wine then continues-- ] but they gave their lives willingly.
Thus was our first god created. Zodiark.
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The skies turned red, he says. Fire rained down. And both descriptions speak to her. As a mortal, she can viscerally recall the terror of the end-times of her world. To hear him-- an immortal-- describe a calamity that similarly besieged his world is chilling. An elite group of gods turned to desperation in their most dire moments...., and she understands what that's like, even if she's not anywhere as long-lived. They did as they thought they must, with the information they had at the time. They did what they could, to save their star-- a star beloved by him, too, from the way he described it.
And what they did was create a god.
From how he appears and the tone of his voice, it doesn't seem as if their divine creation had been a good thing.
Rem finds herself swallowing down a lump in her throat, nodding for him to continue. She's listening. ]
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After some discussion, we decided one more sacrifice was necessary in order to restore life upon the star. Another half of those who remained, again given willingly.
[ His hand curls into a fist on the table. ]
Life flourished, as we had hoped. And yet we keenly felt the loss of those who had given themselves to make it so. The Convocation thought: one more offering to our god. We would cultivate the land and then offer that aether to Zodiark in exchange for the souls of our sacrificed brethren. Yet when we proposed this idea, there were objections. Some said that we had done enough - it was time for new life to grow. Others agreed with us. And so for the first time in our long history, our people were divided.
In the end, those who opposed our idea summoned their own deity: Hydaelyn. The light to His dark. She fought against Zodiark. Their battle rang out across the skies while we watched, powerless to intervene. In the end, she bested Him. Her final stroke sundered not only our god but the star itself, dividing it into the Source and its thirteen shards. The remains of our god were sealed by her in a lunar prison that would come to be known as each shard's moon.
The sundering also affected our people. Their souls now cut down to a fraction of their former glory, their lives became ephemeral. Mortals with no memory of their past, filled with grievance, anger, and fear. They could barely command aether let alone create anything with it.
...That is how the world has been for over twelve thousand years. Myself and two others escaped Hydaelyn's sword. We devoted ourselves to rejoining the shards to their source ever since that moment. But we were defeated in the process of bringing about the eighth Rejoining.
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The Crystals always operated on such a basis. Sacrifice half a nation's population to win the war. Sacrifice a hundred to call upon one of the Verbotens. Sacrifice oneself to win a battle. Sacrifice one's humanity to be the Crytal's chosen. It has been ingrained in her to give in such a manner. It doesn't make it an easy decision, and it doesn't mean she must like it. It is simply a necessary one. That there were people, in his world, who opposed sacrificing themselves for their world... This has never occurred to her. To not sacrifice would mean... ruin. That their world would be forfeit. Was that not the same for his world?
--Evidently not, as he goes on to explain. The world was sundered, but life was still life, just... different as it had once been. ] This... 'Rejoining'. Why did others oppose it? Just because they forgot?
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The only one to survive Hydaelyn's sundering besides the three of us was, of course, Hydaelyn herself. She would whisper to mortals and bid them fight on her behalf. We would use their opposition - sometimes even create our own - to instigate a calamity great enough to bring the world and a single shard to the edge of destruction. Then the barrier between worlds would shatter under the strain of so much aether and the shard would collapse into the Source. Thus the world would fluctuate between chaos and order. When conditions were right, we would begin the next calamity - and so on and so forth. After our failure on one of the shards, we were very careful not to completely destroy them before the Source was ready.
I don't know what lies Hydaelyn fed her champions, but they accused us of everything from the deaths of their family to the deaths of thousands on the battlefield. [ A soft snort as he looks away. ] As if they weren't capable of doing it themselves. Often I could simply leave them be and watch as they created their own wars.
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Heavy.
Rem's eyes cast down to her glass, watching the liquid ripple with the sway of the ship. ]
So, you wanted to restore what once was of the world you knew. [ A pause. ] I'm... understanding that correctly, right?
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[ He begins to play with the base of his glass, tracing circles and nudging it around. ]
We were succeeding on the whole, [ he continues dully. ] Seven Rejoinings. Seven shards. I had the eighth shard poised to collapse into the Source. Then...I erred.
[ A deep sigh. His head drops into one hand as he leans forward on the table. ]
I invited my own demise. Literally invited the hero down into the ruins of our city and fought them. I should have left them to die.
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At the same time, Emet had lost his own, and the pain currently in his voice is apparent. ]
Both you and those heroes... You were fighting for the same thing: the world you know.
[ And with a conflict like that, where one version of the world can only exist, it comes down to who has more power. He lost-- and he lost so much more than simply losing a single battle. ]
I'm sorry. [ She draws a breath, looking down at her glass. ] Emet, I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Sorry? Why should you be sorry? If it were your world poised on the verge of destruction, I'm sure you wouldn't hesitate to try and kill me as well.
[ There's muted anger in his voice but he can't bring himself to act upon it. Thanks to G'raha, he remembers now - he remembers why this whole farce had been necessary. But that doesn't mean he has to like it. After all, Hydaelyn had made her choice and it meant twelve thousand years of suffering for him. Who could ever forgive someone for that? ]
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Emet-Selch, I-- I know that. [ And she won't deny that she would fight for her world, and she would give everything for it (she has given it already). Either die by the god's command or die by fighting the god. The world is too precious to not give one's all, and if there is no choice--...
But all of that is beside the point, and she continues. ] But I also understand nuance.
You lost something precious. You wanted it back, and even if you never lost it, you'd want to do all you could to protect it. [ And he and his kin did, up and to the point the created a god. That part, Rem can't quite fathom, but at the foundation of this all is something-- ] ... A feeling like that is universal. It's the love for one's star. And if those with the shattered souls of your universe can feel the same thing, then... that's something they've never lost from when their souls had been whole.
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He drops his head on to his arms, biting his lip. He won't cry. He won't cry in front of a girl who barely knows him. But his traitorous eyes are heating up with tears. ]
Damn you, Hydaelyn. Damn you, Venat, [ he mumbles resentfully. ] I wish her blade had caught me as well.
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...In her world, it is the Cystals' blessing to forget the dead. Perhaps if he were under the same blessing, he would not have gone to such lengths to fight to restore his star (or his version of it)-- because he wouldn't recall they ever existed. But he doesn't have such a blessing, and so he must contend with ruin, loss, and grief. Thousands and thousands of years' worth of it all, at that.
How she wishes it could be easier for him. ]
Emet-Selch... [ Rem reaches out to him, placing a hand on his shoulder in a way she hopes is-- well, she can't hope to be reassuring, not with something like this. But she wants to ensure that they're both present, and that she's here for him, and that she's sorry for his grief, his pain. ]
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It takes a few, long minutes before Emet-Selch has himself mostly under control once more. He attempts to surreptitiously dry his eyes and his face before speaking. ]
Well, now you understand why the Exarch-- why that feline and I are so at odds whilst on the ship. He had an instrumental part in killing me, although not a direct hand.
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But she knows that an answer always starts with support. A conversation, a touch.
So her touch will briefly leave his harm as she moves from one side of the table to be at his, her hand once more finding his shoulder, then his upper back, occasionally patting it as his shoulders rattle.
As for G'raha, she can't speak for him, much less suggest Emet make amends with him. Any understanding, forgiveness, or grace G'raha offers to Emet would be on his terms. ]
Being cordial might be the easy part. [ She says with a quiet breath. ] But being brave--... living for a new reason, whatever that new reason is... That's going to take some time. I don't think you need to find an answer right away, though.
cw: suicidal ideation
[ But then why doesn't he throw himself into the sea and drown then? Why is he here, on this ship, with this crew, helping them in his own begrudging way? None of these are questions he can answer. Maybe he's waiting for an excuse to die. ]
I'm tired of having to shoulder the burden of remembering alone.
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